Friday 12 May 2023

Nothing has changed …

 Well well well …..

No editing   I’m 60. And nothing has changed.  … nothing.  Well yeah, the boys have grown and flown.  The girl has grown and is turning into me.  …

So so much I could write about  

I’ve been reading through some old posts that were full of hope .. hopes of getting clean and starting again.  I’ve given up hope of getting clean it just won’t happen   But I carry on living, pretty much a miracle in itself considering the abuse I’ve given my lungs etc.

I would like to start writing here again   I’m testing the waters I guess  

I had a good support network on here and I just abandoned it all , story of my life … what can I say?  I loved you all and still do   I’ve been reading through old comments,  you were all so lovely…

Nothing has changed   Not for better or worse   Maybe that’s not a bad thing ? 

Thanks anyone who is reading   Love you