I won't start on a holiday post as I have photos to upload and not enough time right now so that will wait.
I came here last night and caught up on most of your blogs, still a few more to read and a few comments over here that I will reply to. I really, truly have missed you all. I bought some mobile internet credit whilst we were away for the laptop (I don't have a smart phone) so Geekster could watch Bolt win the 100metres . . . The next day, when I wanted to use it for bloggery, it just would not connect, possibly to do with where we were camping . . . So I was stranded with no internet! In some ways it was good, but I will say it again, I really did miss you all. I mean Really.
It's thundering and lightening here now, I love it, it's so rare and so powerful . . . I won't love it if the power gets cut off and I'm left stranded again.
There is so much I want to write about. The ten days away were an emotional roller coaster and there are many aspects that I need to think through, write through and get through. I came home on Monday so awfully depressed and miserable, I didn't leave the house until today (Wednesday) and that was out of sheer necessity. I will find my stride again in the next week or so, because I have no choice. If I were alone, I would go back to the sea, the rivers and the mountains
I feel misplaced and wrong and stuck. That's because I am. I will need to get a grip and make the most of this situation . . . somehow.
Sometimes I think; I will, because I have to . . . Other times I think; I won't, because I can't.
But I do have to, so I will try . . . Somehow.
I might go round in circles if I stay on that subject.
Stropster will be in from work in a few minutes so I need to get some food ready.
All I can say, for now, is how grateful I am to have this blog and so many good people here that I consider to be my friends . . . I did miss you all.
I'll start uploading some holiday photos after dinner. Love and thanks to you all for being here x