But something caught my eye last night . . . Mighty ships and they were mighty. The biggest on the seas. I was hooked, totally fascinated and that doesn't often happen I can tell you. I don't ever watch films or much else really but I couldn't get enough of it. During two full hour progammes I sat engrossed.
On the second hour I was so in awe of the mighty ship that I "fell in love" with the Captain. It was
O My God . . . It's on again now. Do I want to put myself through that again so soon? Saying that, tonight I remembered to take my normal evening dose of 20ml methadone which is probably just enough to stave off the SICs . . . let's see.
I need an early night anyway as I'm taking Mum out for lunch tomorrow for an early Mothers day. Tomorrow being the only time I can get Hamper G looked after but that's ok. She wouldn't mind what day we went. It's the first time I've offered to take her out for lunch and I think she's pleased.
It's been a busy week with Hamper G's fifth Birthday, five more very unexpected hamster pups . . . mostly good stuff but a few too many mental battles for comfort. I've no idea why I didn't battle for the first few weeks . . . Maybe it will pass again; No maybe about it . . . It will pass again.
I'm off to bed before it's too late to have an early night.
"Beautiful dreamer" . . . I love that song. My Dad, a former merchant seaman, used to sing it. So beautiful dreams and all that. Thanks, as always, for reading.